Kali Uchis’ music has long been a playground for the soul, a fusion of introspective lyrics and lush, genre-blending soundscapes. But on her new track “ILYSMIH,” taken from her forthcoming album Sincerely, Uchis strips away much of the artifice that defines her previous work, offering fans a raw and intimate window into her world. In this deeply personal release, the Colombian-American singer reflects on her life as a new mother, her grief after the passing of her own mom, and the transformative power of unconditional love.
The song, whose title stands for “I Love You So Much It Hurts,” feels like a cathartic release, echoing the complexities of emotions that only a mother could articulate. On this track, Uchis sings with a vulnerability that is at once beautiful and heartbreaking, admitting: “For once in my life, I’m not alone anymore.” These words speak volumes, especially when you consider her past work, which has often dealt with themes of solitude and self-discovery. But with the arrival of her child with rapper Don Toliver, Uchis finds herself navigating an entirely new chapter—one that is rich with love, loss, and the kind of selflessness that parenthood demands.
In a statement, Uchis explained the personal significance of the song. “‘ILYSMIH’ is me sharing a piece of my heart with the world,” she said. “Living a life that is rich in love and inner peace hasn’t come easy. I hope this song will find anyone who needs it.” For Uchis, this song is more than just a love letter to her child—it’s a reflection on how the complexities of love, loss, and healing intersect.
The track’s production is a seamless blend of smooth R&B and subtle indie-pop, creating a soundscape that allows Uchis’ voice to take center stage. The melodies ebb and flow gently, providing a backdrop that mirrors the tenderness and fragility of her lyrics. The track’s sparse instrumentation also contributes to its emotional potency, as it places the focus squarely on Uchis’ performance and her vulnerable words.
As Uchis prepares to release her album Sincerely on May 9, “ILYSMIH” serves as a testament to her growth as both an artist and a woman. She has always been an artist unafraid to explore the highs and lows of the human experience, but this track feels particularly significant in that it opens a new chapter. It’s one where Uchis not only celebrates new life but also contemplates the life she has lost.
For anyone who has ever struggled with love, loss, or the overwhelming joy of new beginnings, “ILYSMIH” will undoubtedly resonate. It’s a reminder that, even in the face of pain, love is a powerful force that can heal, transform, and bind us to what matters most.
